Monday, November 2, 2009

Because She Told Me To

I had kindof forgotten about Blogger untill Jeri said something on the car ride home. So I check and everybody is saying about how much they've changed. I think I'll go above and beyond: I'll say what I think about how people around me have changed, as well as myself.

To Jeri: You're like never home anymore, from what I hear. On the outside you're always happy, but sometimes I wonder what you're thinking inside. I don't get the chance to find out. Also, I wish you'd stop telling me how to live my life ToT. I love Nolan with all my heart, even though it doesn't seem that way to you, and any problems I have I can deal with on my own.

To Tina: Holy crap, Tina. Your schedule is like...just don't even go there xD. I'm glad to see you're not taking winter guard because that might calm your hectic life a little bit. Just don't take that sentence the wrong way, because I know you like color guard or something. I know Danielle is like, hating on you or something, but maybe everything will work out in the end. Also, have fun at boarding school, don't forget to write. :3

To Danielle: Stop saying stupid things. That is all.

To Brandon and Joseph: Even though you'll never read this, I'm still gonna say some stuff. I guess that you represent what Irvine High partly is to me, because you're just two of the epic friends that I've made. And Brandon, this aint your house.

To Nolan: You're strange, I'll give you that, but I love you just the same. You're everything I could want, and probably more than I deserve, with how I treat you sometimes. Don't ever change [but get some sleep, for God's sake].

And to Myself: I'm finially old enough to be a sophmore now, and I've noticed how I've slowly changed who I am. I'm fighting with my mom more and I just want her to leave me alone, and I constantly want to be out of the house, even when it's 10 at night. I've been procrastonating, which WAS rare for me. And I'm writing in run-on-sentences when I blog about myself [along with fail-tenses]. I've had to quit gymnastics, but I was getting bored with it anyway. I live in the moment, and get very frustrated with Geometry homework. I'm also getting more involved with music. Friends have come and gone, but it doesn't matter to me. Compared leaving my friends behind at Northwood, any one person I stop talking to seems insignificant. I wish I could do everything at once, and I'm finding out that I really can't. Biology is fun, music is funner, and Korean is the place to be. I treasure my memories for times when I'm sad, "I saved a few and I keep them in a jar." - Fireflies, Owl City

Love
- Shannon

PS: Capture the Flag is the best game ever. The end.