Put Headphones on Your Heart

This has been a really slow summer. Everybody has kindof left, and I'm just staying in the hosue. In August we're supposed to travel places, so that'll be fun, but this is still July and I stil have nothing to do. LIT has been epic, but last week I had the flu and had to call in sick. I've also been trying to finish the books for AP Euro and Brit Lit before school gets too close.

Speaking of school: I wish it would start. I miss so much about it. I miss my friends and music class and PE and the bagels I got in student forum and the crazy lunchtime-happenings...

I was thinking last night about how at the beginning of the year I just wanted it to end. I was so lonely; IHS never seemed like it would be a home to me. In just a month though, I had met a few people, and all of a sudden those few people branched out into many. All of a sudden, I was having fun and was laughing and smiling and it was the best feeling ever...

I've fallen into alot of art and music lately, because there's not much else to do. I'm glad that I'm good enough to actually draw something, because then I would be really bored.
As Leeni once said :
Put headphones on your heart, then just turn the volume up
Let the rythm beat in time with the pumping of your blood
Let the music heal where the cracks have started
Then once again you will be whole hearted

<3 Mirik

on a side post-it note: I bet I look back up this later and feel like an idiot. But maybe not.